TEACHER

Let me tell you what did I do during my semester break this time..On the first week, I was busy going here and there,,then on the second week I started teaching this 16 years old girl on mathematics. She is so weak in this subject. Being a teacher is not a fun job definitely..Thank God, I just need to teach on Mathematics modern not additional math because I'm not good on that. One thing that make me feel so tired is the wedding feast. There are so many wedding feasts I have to attend. This month 2 of my cousins get married. I have sent a material for this Raya Haji but it looks like I can't wear on that day because there is no tailor can make it for me on that day. There are busy doing for the earlier customers. If I'm lucky, I can wear my new cloth during my cousin's wedding. That's all for today..Will be published again later..ciow!!!

Chocolate...

Again got chocolate from him..This time I asked only a cadbury because I enjoy cadbury these few days..Thank you syg..Erm, one thing I do not know about Kedah is there is no entertainment on Friday night means Thurday's night. I plan to watch movie tonight but since there is no cinema open so I have to cancel it what a good state..Today still got a wedding feast and I just knew last night from my mother that the person who get marry was my friend in primary school. He is same age with me and works as `polis bantuan`. Hai,,dah ramai org skrg kahwin muda x faham betul..seronok tu mugkinla tp klu bertahan setakat setahun dua buat apa??Nak kahwin ni to me kena byk duit not only for the wedding day but also the life after wedding..klu ada duit utk buat kenduri je lps tu xda duit utk mkn kan boleh menimbulkn pergaduhan antara suami isteri?(sbnrnya jelous sbb org lain dh kahwin diri sndri xtau bila)Nway fikirla baik2 utk org yg nk berkahwin tu n slamat berbahagia utk selamanya ok...

Capet Bangat Nih!!

Dad I'm tired..!!asyik ajak pegi cna, pegi cni, buat itu, buat ini capet bangat tau ngak..?bla kakak sruh settle kn psl biasiswa tu abah lambat2kn plak..rsa mcm nk pegi shopping je..smlm mak ajak tp mcm mls coz ari hujan tgkla ptg ni klu rajin nk g cr kasut sepasang utk kenduri hehehe..esok parents blk kg so I will stay with my brother inilah masanya utk berhibur yea!!!

At Home..

Arrived home on Friday around 6a.m. Then father asked me to balik kampung..I was so tired!!I don't want to follow but he still wanted me and my brother to follow. There, we were so busy doing our own activities..Mummy and daddy with the villagers and I was busy driving from one house to another..One think I couldn't forget was the time when my car masuk dalam lumpur..U know how embarrassed I was on that time..Dah byk kali cuba keluarkn kereta dr lumpur tu but it wouldn't work out and at the same time ada one car lalu, jln tu dhla sempit jln kampung kn,,so kereta tu xbleh lalu..nk dijadikan cerita pemilik kereta tu parent senior ak msa skool dlu merangkap cousin mak aku so msti dia balik cerita dekat my senior..malu beb!!pastu paklong n pemilik kereta tu beserta beberapa org lg tolongla tolak kereta aku tu..akhirnya berjaya juga then maklong ckp xberani lg naik kereta ngn aku hehehe..sorry maklong jarang bw sebab tu merbahaya skit!! Dah selesai sumer kami pn blk rumah lps maghrib..

The next day, my dad asked me to follow him to Perak, cousin I bertunang..Punyala jauh Setiawan tu..Pertunangan tu hanya berlangsung selama sebulan n majlis akad nikah serta kenduri akan diadakan pd bulan depan..Byknya kenduri bln depan!! Cousin sblh mak sorg, sblh abah sorg..Sebelah mak ngn org Pahang n sebelah abah org Perak so yg Perak tu aku dah x pegi kot, pegi sebelah Pahang je barula adil..

Busynya this sem break..Abg n adik ajak pegi bercuti n my love pn ajak pegi bercuti but I don't have much time..Abah ngn mak plak asyik berulang-alik ke kampung selagi umah baru x siap dibina.. I already submitted a form to be pembantu mesra and if choosen I have to go back Malacca early..Tgkla cmna klu sempat tunaikan sumer impian but if cannot just fulfill yg mna sempat je ok? To sygku Shiro i'm sorry bcoz i cancel our plan to watch Impak Maksima the Musical..I xtau yg u dah carikn tiket utk I,,if not I tukar tiket pegi cna..Sorry yang nti kita jln2 kt kl lagi..

Lastly, pray hard for a better result this time..Though I can't answer well but who knows the miracle will appear hahaha..^_^

Exam Time..!!

Exam starts tomorrow..I have no mood to study however i've prepared for tomorrow test..Hope can answer though not all but most of them..In a meantime, I have to study Phonetic also which will be held next Tuesday..Owh God how pathetic I am for not prepared for that paper plus I dont understand at all..Not much to tell just pray for my success..

Excited & Happy..

How would u feel if u get a bouquet of flower contains 15 roses?? Well, last 2 days I went to kl for a date,,I was very mad at that time because I had to wait for him almost 1hour then we planned to go to midvalley since we had to cancel our 1plan to sunway lagoon because it was raining at that time..when i reach to Bandaraya station and cross the bridge to get the comuter, he called and asked me to meet in Ampang..I was so tired at that time and felt so frustrated..There were 11 stations to be past to reached Ampang and I thought it might take 1hour..However,it just took 20 minutes. I was thinking to sulk when met him plus it was raining there and i felt so bad at that time.

Surprisingly,, I was shock and speechless when he gave me a bouquet of flower contains 15 roses..I was so happy and it made me feel so touched. All this while, he always treats me nicely..When i asked him why he gave 15 roses? He said it was to cover the valentines that had passed. 15 roses mean 15 years of valentines so it means when I was 7 years old, I already got a rose from him. I was so impressed and I just love it..

Thank you so much to my love...

Ramadhan Al-Mubarak..

Haven't start fasting yet hehehe..tp suasana ramadhan n aidilfitri sudah mula terasa..x sabarnya nk balik umh!!! I'm a bit depressed but still can handle the thing just can't breath well at this moment hehehe..Mak,,kakak x sabar nk buat kuih raya..! Busy with assignments and test for this coming week..Hari2 dgr lagu raya utk hilangkan stress hehe so lagu raya would be my favourite songs for this month..Miss my family and him so much!! Bosan2!! Kt umah with Dilah right now,,last night both of us sleep early bcoz there is nothing to do..Japg maybe kuar g tesco bli brg2 umh but time still not decide yet..plus I'm not in a good mood right now letih sgt!! Kla will post again next time chao!!

Memory in JB..

Last week, I went to Johor Bharu for MERDEKA and 1st Ramadhan celebrations..A little bit regret because I did not go home..Poor dad waiting for his children to go home..Jgn risau abah we will be at home this Hari Raya!!Ok talking about my holidays in JB,,actually that was my 2nd time there where I've been there last year..Not much different but I still like the view there.. One thing for sure,,Danga Bay is so awsome!! Guess what??terenggg.....!!!

I love shoes so much!!So I bought 1 pair of shoes(eh salah selipar je hehe..)dh mls nk pkai kasut tumit sbb kena g cmpus jln kaki.. Ila brought me to Danga Bay,,we just walked along the path then we went for a dinner before going home..We chosed to eat Steamboat nyam2!! In conclusion(hehehe..), being in JB was so fun!!

Selamt Berpuasa to all Muslims!!!

Roses vs Chocolate

Actually there are 3 roses but 1 of them I keep in my bedroom..This is the second time he gave me where the first time I got only 1 kuntum red rose..Tp x tahan lama la coz I don't know how to take care the flowers..Roses ni pun dah layu so sorry sgt2 syg..Next time u bg yg plastik punya sure it will last forever hehe..=)






Chocolate from Langkawi..Poor him just came back from Langkawi and had to rush to meet me..I have to say this that I just ate 2 pieces because my sisters eat all hehe but daim aritu I ate all..Next time u give me a cute little teddy plak ek??(toink2 x malu nak..!!)

Not feeling well..

In my room watching gangstaz grand final(aritu x smpat tgk)...since it is so slow to download the video so thinking of writing a blog..Yesterday I was not feeling well very bad condition just recover this morning..Got a call from Hydhir last night who is in Madinah now..He seems so excited doing umrah and I'm happy for that..?(if he' here, he must take a good care of me esp when i'm sick). Planning to finish my report for psychology before going to JB tomorrow but since I have no mood yet so just hold for a while..The owner of my house said she wanted to come today to repair our house where the door can't be locked but till now she is not coming..(klu psl sewa umh cpt je nak!!) =(

Went out for a DATE!!!

Last night I went out for a date...We planned to watch a movie..There were 2 choices either "The Mummy" or "Susuk"..I wanted to watch The Mummy but said he had watched twice on the way back from Langkawi..So he bought Susuk..Not scary at all!!Not interesting also..I don't know whether I'm not focusing to the movie or I was so cold at the cinema but I still watched the movie..The plot was a bit confusing and boring..Is't so horror to wear susuk and is't true that u have to sacrifice people in maintaining the beauty??I know a little bit about "pantang-larang" or the rules for those who want to wear susuk but it's not including killing people or eating human's meat..This is so ridiculous!! However, I think Malay movie can be improved and become better next time..I just think that Malaysian producer or director should take the opportunity to work with foreign producers because they can learn how they work since their movies are very "bombastic"..One thing may be we don't have a huge budget to make such a great movie where we have to explode the car, aeroplane or buildings..But perhaps those who want to be a director can think on how to make a great movie in the future..

Mode:Happy;;=)

Just now I met him..We went for lunch at 3.30pm poor me..I'm miss him so much!!!He treats me nicely and talks to me softly..He always smile and makes me feel so relax look at him...However, he looked very tired and exhausted because all he knows in life is just work hard....Dear, i'll be around when u need me and u will always have my support no matter what u r facing with..

Special dedicated to my bf...

August...

My 1st post in August..Nothing much just a bit confusing bout *** going back to Kedah next Thurday no feeling at all coz lots of hmworks to do..New house not much problems only housemates stil unknown..Miss him so much,,miss my frens so n miss shopping badly...Ramadhan is just around the heart...bla bla bla so bored right now...I want to buy shoes!!!! I saw many pair of pretty shoes just now,,i want them badly..! Ada sesiapa nk belanja x??

Housemates..

Gosh!!!I'm in trouble..Me and Miss A plan to rent a new house near by our campus..We have found the house but the problem is we don't have any housemates yet! There are people asking about the house but all of them do not want to confirm with us..I hate this!!We are moving by next month hopefully we can find housemates before that..I can't afford to pay the rent for the whole semester..It's ok at the 1st of two months..Miss A please think of something!! A lot of money needed for a new house right??If the rent already expensive how to buy households??Erm..pray hard to God for this situation..

Ah before I forget..Welcome Zakiah to Malacca..Hope u will not get bored here..Enjoy ur life in malacca sori if I have no time for u..I will try my best to convinience u..

2nd week..

My story today begins with Hi everybody..! I hav a few minutes before the oral class starts. I hav been pointed to be the class representative for TSL480. I'm ok with that as long my friends can cope with it and give good cooperation to me..I'm thinking of whether to buy all the books or just borrow from friend..U know people always hard to pay for the books though the loan should be used for the education only and I'm one of them haha..! Thinking of going to Shah Alam this weekend to borrow the books from fren but i'm not sure yet since I want to go to JB to visit my friend's mother who is sick. Well, lets time judge it.. Nothing much to do since the 1st day i'm here but a bit busy looking for a house because my schedule for this sem is not please me to stay in Gadong... Auch!!my stomach is throwing a bad tone haha..so get to go to stop it till now will post later..ciao...!

Back in Melaka...

It's been 4 days I'm in melaka..Class have started since the 1st day with led by mandarin class..Nothing much to worry because we still with previous lecturers and we already know their way of teaching..Perhaps one or 2 new lecturers only..

Another story..

I'm thinking of getting married..hmm??Am I ready or I'm afraid of losing my freedom??Hahaha i'm just kidding!!Actually there are many things in my mind everyday...I'm bored, i'm tired and i'm scared and confused of many things...Just like now,,I want to write many things but suddenly I lost the way how to write and getting tired..I'm mad of something but I can't speak out...I know I can't though people might ask...I'm sorry but I really mad and stress..

Any title for this??

Boring,,, that’s the only word in my mind now.. My heart beats so slow and I don’t know what to do.. Secret Admire hmm?? Interesting! But I don’t interest in blind date ohoho how scare!!! Do I meet a handsome guy, fat guy or playboy? More serious if he is only sweet talker and I’m gonna be the victim?? Oh my God please stay away that kind of man from me…Sometimes, I found that my life is not interesting like what I hope. I don’t know what I need in life and why I should go on doing the same thing? Am I good enough to determine my life? What can I do rather than study, sleeping, eating, shopping, gossiping, watching, cleaning and talking to my beloved? Hopefully, I can go traveling, creating a great moment in new countries, and becoming celebrity hahaha!!! Best ke jadi dorg?? Seriously, I’m tired of living like this…Somebody helps me! When people start to complain, it means she doesn’t like what she is doing or having. Nvmind, I’ll myself 3 yrs to finish my study, after that I’ll enjoy my life as much as I like! I’ll wait for my sister to finish her study then we are going to fulfill our dreams and SELF-SATISFACTION!!!

My ex returns…

This is quite an interesting topic… Perhaps many of you have the same experience like me where your moron ex wants you back though as a friend I don’t care! These happen to me for the 2nd time. Owh please!! I hate people like this. Aren’t you out of your mind to ask for new relationship after what you have done?? Girls out there,, do not believe any of your ex’ words though they persuade you like the Mercedes are all them… like the moon can fall when you ask from them and like the flowers raining when u sleep… more and more you can get sick of their behaviour… just be glad of what you have and don’t play with man like you are the princess from paradise. We are what we are and we get what we deserve.

End of June...Welcome July.

Yesterday nothing much happened just it reminded me of my dad’s saying,, he was so worried that I might fall in love with my friend who is boyish. Hahahaha!!! I laugh as much as I could. Dad was not really happy because he did mean what he said. If I could tell him that I already have a boyfriend…My holiday only left for 5days. I can’t say that I’m happy because as a student, school is like a boring place but I’m quite excited to continue my life as a student. New semester starts mean the journey to finish my degree is near the corner. I still hope to be one of the dean list students in any semester,, pray hard to God. So sad to leave him but my future is more important hehe jgn marah ek?? Anyhow all the best to me chaiyuk2!!

Headache!!!!

Yesterday I went to Sik,,mom's village..She said she wanted to bring me utk berubat toink*toink*(questioning what is that??)That makcik said I will be fine after the treatment..*hopefully pray to God*. Around 5p.m I went home. When I reached home suddenly my head was so pain!!It seemed to be exploded arggghh!!!I took my shower n watched tv but still not recover yet..Today I'm still not feeling well..My head is still spinning like gasing hahaha..nevermind as a big girl, we should not be too pampered so I act as nothing happen to me because I dont want my parent to worry about me..Next week I'm going back to Malacca and continue my life as a student..Hope tomorrow is better than today! Peace no war**

Sem Break dah nak Abis!!!

Tinggal 2 minggu lagi cuti penggal nk abis..Tiket belum beli xtau nk balik bila..memang bosan kat umh tp malas gak nak balik awal2..Prob pn byk tp as a young girl I dont want to take ot seriously..Think of my study and my future..Hari2 kt umh tgk tv, kemas umh..nti dah blk kolej x boleh buat dah benda2 ni..yela org study xkn ak nk tgk tv plak kn??haha..Budget pandai la tu ^_^ kla I wanna go will write again later..Daaa

Tahniah buat kawan2 ku...!(^,^)

Okey,today I wud like to wish Congratulations to all my friends who had married n engaged!!There are Puan Joyah(married) my friend in smssmj, Husni our head prefect in smssmj(engaged), Syamimi my friend in primary school (engaged n will get married next month, Helmi my friend in skdwms (engaged), who else??Ada sesapa lagi ke yang ak lupa nti kecik ati plak budak2 ni...Ah for those yang marah aku mention ur name, i'm so sorry but this is one way to wish congrates hehe..Yang tgh hepi2 bercinta n bakal nertunang or kahwin also tahniah tp jangan terlampau over ok??jaga diri n behave well...Hope to c u all soon n semoga bahagia ya!!!!

Drama Malaysia vs Indonesia

Sedar atau tidak negara kita telah dibanjiri dgn org asing terutama dari Indonesia..Terkini bahkan dari dahulu lg kita dihidangkan dgn drama2 Indonesia dgn begitu byk sekali..Contohnya sekarang ini dari pukul 2.30ptg sampaila mlm kita boleh tgk byk rancangan Indonesia disiarkan..x termasuk rancangan di Astro lagi..Sebenarnya saya cuma nak tulis rancangan yang disiarkan di tv sekarang sama je..klu citer Indonesia balik2 org miskin nak rampas harta org jahat..org susah tukar anak bg kat org kaya dan dia jaga anak org kaya tu dgn harapan anak dia dpt kesenangan..logik ke??logik tu mungkinla tp ibubapa tu x sayang ke anak sendiri??drama Malaysia pula,, balik2 citer anak yang derhaka terhadap ibubapa n dendam seorang gadis terhadap gadis yang lain yg dirasakn lebih cantik dan hebat dari dia...sebenarnya cerita2 ini semua menarik dan menghiburkan tp cerita2 yang ditayangkan juga sebenarnya melambangkan identiti sesebuah negara so di negara kita ni ramai ke anak yg derhaka terhadap ibubapa??rsanya lg rmai anak yg taat dan kasih pada ibubapa mereka.Indonesia saya xtaula mgkin rmai sgt rakyat yg susah so mereka ingin hidup mewah seperti org kaya di sana..Cuba anda sumer kaji betul2 agar kita dpt memantapkan lg industri hiburan di negara kita ok!!

Me doing nothing..;

Stay at home doing nothing make me feels bore sometimes..Nasib baik ada banyak kenduri and sedara bertunang so ada juga aktiviti nak dilakukan..Esok abg Amran or we call him abg Meran my cousin will get engage with a woman from I dont know hehe,,Kedah jugala..Now i'm busy filling up scholar form and waiting for the result..ah I also have to book a ticket for my sister who wants to come back this Hari Raya..Okey till now..Tomorrow going back kampung!!

End of month..

Today is 31May..I have a lot of wedding feasts to attend.Very tired and full,,sleepy already..I'm sorry for my laziness where I only post 3 articles for this month..I'll buckup and write a lot next time..Thinking of sleeping right now uhhh zzzz...Talking about wedding..this time many couples choose to wear purple color for their wedding cloth..It has been happened before during wardina our local celebrity got married. After her wedding, a lot of people chose to wear purple..For me any color is nice as long u satisfy with it..Dont worry girls,, u will look very owesome during ur wedding day no matter how u look right now..Okey till now from me,,c ya!!

I'm Happy..

To u..

Thanks for accepting me whatever I am..Though it may not remain forever, stil u will be one of the best in my life..U understand me, believe me and appreciate me that might not be done by other people..I want u to know that I'll do the same thing..I will not lie to u anymore and believe u when people don't.I know u might be hurted sometimes and I'm sorry for that..Gimme time to change and become a mature girl.I'll help and be by ur side when u need me..U never hurt me thanks for that..if I'm sulking that means I'm just seeking for ur attention hahaha..(now u know the secret erm..*_*) I will try to be ur best girl but then when it comes to the end I understand and we had talk about that right??I strongly miss u everytime u are not around..

I'm free! Free! Body & soul!

Well, I'm now at home doing nothing rest as much as possible! Lots of wedding feast but I attend only few..Cousin nak bertunang next week so tengah fikir nak pakai mcm mana..Nak nampak meriah ke simple2 je??Owh message zakiah arini belum reply..kena reply after this!How she is doing now?Miss her a lot! Malam ni ada pasar malam ingat nak beli durian teringinnya nyam!nyam!..~ I'm starting to feel bored..Luckily I have friends who are also in their semester break so blehla lepak2 ngn dorg bila bosan but my dad leceh skit..dia bkn suka aku kuar..klu cakap nak kuar ngn kwn2 mulala dia nk bising,, bila aku ckp bosan dia pn mulala nk bw g jln2 tp pegi teman dia byr bil2 waktu pagi plak tu aduh!!petang2 panas,,malam plak xleh kuar so mmg x pegi mana2 la..Duk umh online or borak2 ngn kwn2..jiran tetangga pn skrg masing2 busy..Yang peliknya adik aku zaherah boleh plak dia main sorg2 kat umh??pelik tul budak tu..ada je benda dia nak punggah abis semak umh!!tp klu xda dia msti bosan yela paling kecik katakn..diala tmpat aku mengarah utk wat keja hahaha..~anyway this is my life and I appreciate it!

I'm stress...

I'm desperately stress especially when I know this sem papers are easy to score..However, when we need to read a lot, we tend to forget everything am I right?I want my cgpa for this sem is better than before..Hopefully God will bless me and I have to work hard for another paper which will be held this friday, monday and next friday..I have to plan my time wisely and push myself to study..Mom and dad please pray for me..

Hmmm??

What I am doing today?Well, nothing much just spend my day at home with family and surfing net.I'm going back to Malacca tomorrow night at 11p.m. Exam is just around the corner and I'm quite worry this semester because all of my friends seem very particular about the result not like before..Hopefully, my result will be better than before so that it is easy for me to apply any scholarship. I know what I am doing right now than before. I have to set u my mind and cannot play a fool anymore. I have to be more focused and matured. M0reover, what I am now shows what my generations later..What u give, u'll get back right??

At home already..=]

Just reached home this morning at 4a.m. then I had my rest til 10+.. I woke up and I saw only my brother at home..Where is everyone??Oh I forgot that today is Tuesday..My little sister and younger brother were in school this morning.Then I followed my brother to his shop and help him there..Now I'm still in his shop with my father because he needs some rest..I take this opportunity to search for some information about the novels that I have to read for the coming exam. I have to read six novels(if I'm not mistaken) plus short stories and poems..I target to get only B+ for this paper because I know my effort is not there and I'm not really into this subject.. However I'll do my best since the exam is not coming yet..!

Going back tomorrow..

Wohoho..I'm going back home tomorrow very excited but before that I have to go through the KPM scholarship first..Life doesn't easy so much rite?btw I"ll try my best though I'm not prepare very well like my friend did but I believe as long we confident enough plus the knowledge that we have it might help..Hmm??Only 1 week left before the exam so I have to buck up all the subjects which I dont really understand esp those who need lots of reading..I have to read all the novels so that I can score in my literature paper because I never get A for that subject..(Why I still choose to major in literature next semester hmm??) The main focus right now is to do well in my interview and going back with full of smile. Very eager to meet my mom, dad, little sister and people surround me.. Okey time to sleep!!Chaiyuk2!!Pray to God that I will achieve tomoro so that my life will be more secured because the job is waiting for me already just grab the opportunity yea..!

Last Day Class..

Wah what to say hmm??Happy?Sad or nervous??Well happy because class will end today, sad coz some of the lecturers will not teach us next semester and nervous because the exams are just around the corner..

Next story...

I had bought a ticket to Kedah for study leave but then yesterday I got a news that I have to go for the KPM scholarship this monday therefore I have to change the ticket back..Luckily, I bought the transnational ticket and since it is using online booking system, it is easy for the customers to change the ticket. The I decided to change on Mondy night after I go through the interview. Hopefully I canget the scholarship so that I dont have to pay PTPTN loan anymore hehe...

My Weekend..

Last Saturday, my friends and I went out to have fun..On the way to Bus stop, we met with our campus director. He asked us about our lives in the hostel and we said everything was undercontrolled. Unluckily, the bus arrived and we couldn't catch the bus. Then we had to wait for quite long for another bus. Our campus director saw us and with pleasure he wanted to sent us to the place we wanted to go. We are very embarrased with the situation because we did not want to bother him. In addition, he was so busy that day. However, we did not want to disappoint him and went into his car. on the way to MC, we had a lot of chatting and he advised us to be a good students. I always admire him for anything he said. Thanks Dr. Mizan..

We went to MP and Dataran PAhlawan before we went to Jom Heboh..Actually we wanted to go to jom heboh in the morning but one of our friend was not very well so we had to go a little bit late. There, we met many actors and actresses but most of them I met already. Many things were sold in very low price. I had become a member of TV3 hehe.. The most important thing is i'm going back home this friday yea..!!Alor Star wait for me..!

End of March...

Today is 31st of March..I have class as usual..My weekend finished in Shiro's house at Alor Gajah..Her family is very nice to me and I thanked to Shiro for that.Next week is thelast day of learning then we will have study week before the final exams..I still dont decide whether I want to go home or not since all my housemates will be going home during study leaves.This week. I'm still busy with tests and presentations.Hopefully I will success with flying colors this semester..Insyaallah..

Millionaire..

Last night, my friends and I played our child game called Millionaire..It was very interesting since we do not have much time to play such game before..We always busy doing assignments, presentations and study for tests. We spent almost 3hours for the games and we had so much fun. We laughed all night long without thinking the othe friends who were sleeping hehe.. We will continue with other games tonite.

What are the Good values of a Teacher??

Job as a teacher is a noble profession where teacher is highly regarded by society from the old days until now. The purpose of writing this composition is to describe about what are the good values of a teacher because teacher plays a very important role to students’ future. The good teachers in terms of behaviour, credibility and charisma that portrays by them are actually give an immense impact and will influence the students indirectly. Some poets have pictured teacher as a candle as its life is devoted for other’s sake. Longman Dictionary of Contemporary English begins a teacher is someone whose job is to teach. In education field, teachers are those who help students or pupils learn often in school. While good values are the actions or values that can be followed and adapted in a real life. The characteristics that should be possessed by a good teacher, for instance, give motivation or moral support to weak students, respect students, be honest and responsibility. Teachers must also be a positive thinker, being wise and relevant, mature and fair towards others.

Teachers suppose to give motivation or moral support to students because it will help students to enhance their capability and their strength. They must be aware of the students’ needs and the good motivation from teacher will encourage students to perform well in their studies. A constant motivation from teacher can instill and strengthen internal spirit in students to be a good person generally. By doing so, students will respect the teachers without the teachers realize about that. Teachers should also be ready to listen to their students’ problems and thoughts and be able to response on what have been voiced by their students. The opinions from students have to be valued by teacher so that the students feel they are appreciated by their teachers. It will increase students’ confidence level and their self-esteem. Teacher who always listen to their students is actually become a person who students respect most and this teacher will be the place for them to refer to when they have any problem.
Teachers once have the same feelings and experienced as a student exactly like their students have. So, they can use it as tool to motivate the students in order to enhance the students’ improvement in their studies. They can tell students about their successes and failures and do so-either making excuses or being overly melodramatic about their experiences. Thus, teachers can present practical examples and show applications of such examples clearly. They are not "mysterious" so much as they demonstrate the "mysteries" in simple ways to help students understand them. By doing that, we believe the relationship between students and teachers can be better and students will be more motivated in class as they are not alone anymore.
The effective teachers are people who always have positive thinking towards their students’ abilities and the outcome from that attitude, the teachers must come out with the initiatives to help the students that can be categorized from the good range until to the poor ones. With or without teacher realizes about it, students are very sensitive on what teachers told to them. Students’ performance and behaviour may be affected by teachers’ words. Hence, the teachers should always look on their words when talking. It’s not that teachers cannot give advice to their students, they should approach them in appropriate way so that it would not embarrass their students.
The good values are needed in teachers as they being apart of public figure where they have to deal with public and also the students themselves, the ones that teachers should deal to for every single day. For example, in terms of good manner, the teachers should behave well and speak politely in front of the students. Apart of this, teachers also have to finish the syllabus as what have been planned since they are bound to the dateline and they should also not to escape the class without any reason. The conflict arises when some of teachers in nowadays are not performing their jobs by heart as their willingness of being a teacher can be doubted rather than teachers in the old days. However, along the way to educated people, there will be tons of problems that caused by the students themselves. Working as a teacher means that we cannot show our bad behavior such as anger in front of the students. Teachers should be patient with their students and be able to explain the subject matter to them well. Thus, he or she should love to be a teacher and fond of his or her subjects. By only doing this, teachers will be able to enjoy their works and the students will have their respect toward the teachers. Furthermore, students will realize that patience is crucially important to be a good human beings as they know, the teacher were already proved it to them. Therefore, teachers should be sincere in doing their jobs.
Another good value as a teacher is that they should not be bias toward students. Teachers should treat the students equally without consider their gender, religion, family background or their ability in class. Students are also human beings, thus they might feel uncomfortable and frustrated when a teacher treats them unfairly compared to other students. Ruskin once said that, "When love and skill work together, expect a masterpiece" It is fundamental that a teacher cares about humanity in general. Once we love, enjoy and appreciate the individuality of each and every child in our classroom, everything else falls into place. A good teacher takes cognizance of the fact that they are role models for children. We have to remember that we teach more by what we do than by what we say.
In conclusion, teachers should represent the good values so that the students will respect and understand the teachers better. Normally, the role of a teacher is always be highly looking by the students, hence good teachers must know how to behave and act well because they are the future reflection of students. If they do not behave well, their future students will become bad and even worst. So, teachers suppose to exhibit the kind manner whether in class or outside the class. Moreover, motivation from teacher can boost students’ self-assurance. The last but not least, you have to listen to your students’ problems and thoughts because from there you can identify your students’ ability and needs.

The Number of Students in Secondary School shall be Less than 1000

Longman Dictionary of Contemporary English begins a secondary school as the school for children between the ages of 11 and 16 or 18 while Advanced English Dictionary Federal Chambers defines secondary school as a school for children between the ages of 11 or 12 and 18, where subjects are taught at a more advanced level than a primary school. There are many secondary schools provided in Malaysia such as national school, vernacular school, non-vernacular school, science school, vocational school, smart school and cluster school. Usually, secondary school offers 8 to 12 subjects such as Bahasa Melayu, English, History, Mathematics, Additional Mathematics, Physics, Chemistry, etc.
From Wikipedia the free encyclopedia, 2008, secondary education is the stage of education following primary school. Secondary schools run for seven years, known as Forms 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, Lower 6 and Upper 6. Not all schools offer all forms. Many secondary schools stop at Form 5. Forms 1 to 3 are known as the lower secondary level and at the end of Form 3, students sit for the PMR (Penilaian Menengah Rendah) examination. This replaced the SRP (Sijil Rendah Pelajaran) or LCE (Lower Certificate of Education) where a pass was required for promotion to Form 4. At the end of Form 5, students sit for the SPM (Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia) examination. Secondary education is generally the final stage of compulsory education. The next stage of education is usually college or university. Secondary education is characterized by transition from the typically compulsory, comprehensive primary education for minors to the optional, selective tertiary, post-secondary, or higher education (e.g., university, vocational school) for adults. Depending on the system, schools for this period or a part of it may be called secondary schools, high schools, gymnasia, lyceums, middle schools, colleges, vocational schools and preparatory schools, and the exact meaning of any of these varies between the systems.
The meaning of student by Longman Dictionary is someone who is studying at a university, school and etc while Advance English Dictionary states that student is a person following a former course of study at a college or university. The purpose of secondary education is to give common knowledge, to prepare for either higher education or vocational education, or to train directly to a profession.
Secondary education, like primary education is now compulsory in Malaysia. The secondary school shall be less than 1000 students because lots of problems will occur if the number of students is exceeded. The excessive number of students may lead to disciplinary problem including bullying, truancy, vandalism, gangsterism, and loitering. Other than that, it is hard for the school administration to handle the students if the number of the students is more than 1000. Furthermore, social problem will increase among female and male students. Hence, each secondary school has to limit students’ intake to avoid these problems to happen.
In disciplinary problem, students always involve in bullying and ragging.
Normally, senior like bullying the junior especially during the orientation week where the seniors ask their juniors to do the nonsense things like running around the school compound, washed the seniors clothes, etc and it will lead to the stress of the junior and gives problem to the school. There are students who involve in gangsterism where many other students especially the weak or innocent one become the victim to the students who are strong and have power in school. This is the serious case because students should not involve in any criminal case such as blackmail and punch the other students. Moreover, if there are too many students in the school, the percentage of students involving in vandalism will increase and many facilities in the school will damage such as public phone, toilet, canteen and classroom’s equipments.
Besides, there are many cases of truancy and loitering among students especially for the students who are from the class that has more than 30 people, the teacher probably will not notice them. Instead of going to school, they will go to shopping complex, cybercafé and cinema. Some of them involve in smoking and drugs. These are not the ethical as a student. Therefore, parents and school authorities should cooperate to prevent this situation from spreading widely by giving lots of attention particularly to the problematic students.
In addition, it is hard for the school administration to control or handle large sum of students. Teacher may overlook to some students and the students may feel ignored and tend to play in the class. The quality of the students will reduce because small amount of the students will be better. A good service can be carried out by the school organization to the students. As for the outcome, the school quality will be preserved and at the same time the good quality of students can be produced. By all these means, the ranking of school can be upgraded.
Apart from that, there will be not enough space for students to move around in the school and they will feel uncomfortable to learn. They need to share the limited facilities among them which are provided by the school. For instance, school canteen, toilet, hall and field. School administration will have a problem to keep the data of the students about their personal problems or achievements and control the students’ traits. There will be many school sessions if there are more than a thousand of students.
Another reason why the secondary school should be less than 1000 students is to decrease social problems among the students. If there are too many students in the school, the percentage of having social problem are high too. Male and female students may engage in close relationship and may give problems to the other students and school organization.
In conclusion, the number of the secondary school shall be less than 1000 students to avoid from the problems that stated above. Regarding to the students’ rules and regulations, the students need to behave well and accordingly and they cannot be involved in any problem that can make them been kept out from the schools. We want to provide students who have the better quality to become a future leader and to be well educated without having bad records and influenced by surrounding. We also want our students to have a good environment and comfortable while studying. Therefore, there should be less than 30 students per class and less than 1000 per school in secondary school.

We Went to PD...!!

Where u always go during holidays??Well, yesterday was holiday..My friends and I went to Port Dickson to have fun..!!At first, we decided to go to Pantai Puteri but then when we reached there, it was not interesting. Pantai Puteri is a beautiful place to go but dont know why we changed the plan..Perhaps long journey is better to gain experience haha..~ Laily and I excited to play in the beach however the other 4 friends do not want to join..Nevermind, we still play happily though only both of us..I tried to swim for many times but still i cant swim haha..But!!! I know how to float hehe..Is it good enough??Okla kan for this moment..I'll ask my fren to teach me later..We reached there at about 2p.m. then we stayed till 6.30p.m. Oh how I wished I can be there longer..Before the night end, thanks to Laily for brought us there and enjoy our holiday!!!

Stress Week...

Well, well well..!!People like to waste time though there are not enough time actually to people who really appreciate time..Me neither..I do like to waste lots of my time for no reason..sleeps perhaps would be the most relevant reason..I will change for the better and appreciate time as other smart people do..

Arghhh..!!

Just finished my test but...why I still made a mistake????I have read the book n memorized everything but still did the mistake..It was not difficult at all..!Arghh,...!nvmind i'll back u and do well in the next tests..!Very busy this month with lots of assignments,presentations and tests...My head gonna explode and i cannot breath..!!Plzz!Plzz! help me..!!

Busy!Busy!Busy!

Oh Gosh!!!I'm so busy this month..all d assgnments have to be passed up and presented this month..no time to go for holiday or shopping but still I can breath ahakz...!Last week my friens and I had a picnic in front of our house hehe..we had pizza and lots of snacks...sometimes it is good to have fun with frens to release the tention..anyway i have lots of funs though a little bit stress..U have to think what to do if u are stress..!

Good Things are not Cheap...

Good things are not cheap..Dr.Bano always says these words to us because je wants us to know that it is hard to get what we want unless we do it by heart..besides he wants us to be a good teachers one day..well life doesnt complicated at all but we make it becomes so complicated..therefore back up frens..!!!

Want or not??

Yesterday me and frens went to SMK Sg Udang for some observations..We enter the best and the worst class..For the best class we had a lot of fun because the students gave a good response to the teachers and understand what the teacher taught in class.However, for the worst class make us think twice whether we wanna be a teacher or not..Oh my God how horrible if u hav a student who doesn't wear a school uniform, very rude and most important thing doesnt understand English though it's only a simple word!!I'm glad that everything done on that day or else we have to go back on the other day no!no!no!..

I'm now in KLIA to send my sister who is going back to Bali after a month holiday..I skip 2 classes hehe sorry madam..=p Hopefully things will settle as soon as possible and I want to hav fun without thinking of hard life..

Honesty is the Best Policy..

Yesterday I learnt about honesty..Well Dr.Faezah said honesty is the best policy perhaps she just meant be honest in ur study..To me anything we do, we should be sincered and honest because we also hope the same from others right??People learn by mistakes but if we always repeat the same mistake do it called stupid??Anyhow I'm glad that I'm the one who is born in the communities full of lies and ignorances..It makes me become more strong and mature..Though I'm not too good but I try to change and learn by mistakes..

Modul Day..

Today I have to attend a modul entitled Pembentukan Budaya Cemerlang Bumiputera..(Cemerlangla sgt kn??ahakz..) Quite interesting but a little bit bored..However the fasi conducted the modul very well..The most valuable thing is the time that he let us go(very early from the real time haha..) Not much to say just tomorrow is weekend so cheer up!!

Class Observation..

This morning I went to Kolej Profesional Mara(KPM) near my campus to observe their english lesson..The lecturers were very good but the response from the students were not good. I dont know whether they dont understand or they were shy to speak out..The facilities there also not so good but still the students can learn well if they have strong determination..It was so boring and I can take it as a challenge to make it interesting when I become a teacher or lecturer one day..Hopefully I can finish this assignment on time and do well hehe..~

I'm 21 Already...!!

As a beautiful girl that has grown up I feel so excited and glad..Not much to do but still I can do a lot!!Dah bleh mengundi gak hehe..~Very happy coz lots of wishes I got from frens(they are really my frens!!) Assignments go on as usual and it seems hactic to me already..Anyway thank you so much for all my frens who have called and wished me during my birthday..Forgive me for any mistakes that I've done ok??I'm 21 yea..!!!

Why Boys fall in LUV with Girls..

1. Girl's always smell good even if it is just shampoo
2. The way girl head always finds the right spot on boy shoulders
3. How cute girls look when they sleep
4. The ease in which girls fit into boys arms
5. How cute girls are when they eat
6. The way it takes them hours to get dressed but in the end it's all worth while
7. Because they are always warm even if it's -30 outside
8. They look good no matter what they wear
9. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful girl on earth
10. How cute they are when they argue
11. The way her hand always finds yours
12. The way they smile
13. The way you feel after you see her name on your cell after you just had a big fight
14. The way they say "lets not fight anymore"- even though you know that an hour later...
15. The way they fall into your arms when they cry
16. They way they apologize after crying over something that silly
17. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt *i think every girl is guilty of this! :)
18. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt (even though we don't admit it)
19. The way they say "i miss you"
20. The way you miss them
21. The way their tears make you want to change the world so it doesn't hurt her anymore.Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them, it matters not! Because once in your life, whatever they are to the world, they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, travel the depths of their souls and say a million things without trace of sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beats of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, no paper do it justice. It is a thing of not the mind but the heart.A feeling.Only felt by heart.

Congratulations..

Congratulations to my sister who has pass all her exams..she is one out of two Malaysian people who studies in Bali pass all the exams in medicine at 1st stage..she said it is easy to study medicine as long we work hard and love it..I dont know..science is not my passion therefore I dont know whether what she says is true or not..But I'll take her determination and desire as an inspiration to achieve in my course..I also want to be one of the best student among teslian..She always make my parents proud of her rahter than me..perhaps she is smarter and brilliant than me..Anyway siblings will always siblings..

Why Mom always Mumble??

I cant stand when my mom always mumble at home..Usually she will mumble about my brother's attitude but she will tell me and other siblings..How terrible!!Hopefully I'll not follow her attitude when I get married later..

2nd Day at home...

Hmm..yesterday went to my adopted sis wedding..beautiful n everything is in purple..she looked totally awsome!!nothing much to do today just help my brother at his shop and do some research..

JUst ArriVe KedaH..

Just arrived home around 6a.m..quite excited to finish my holiday at home..lots of things I wanna do..My sis gave me present that she bought from Bali..I got beg, t-shirt,nekclace,short pant and bangle..but i also give her lot of things..Hope can spend long time with ma family peace=]

Bahasa Jawa for today..

count..
siji-one
loro-two
telu-three
papat-four
limo-five
nanam-six
pitu-seven
wolo-eight
songo-nine
puluh-ten

now sentences..
wes mangan-dah mkn(common)
wes madang-dah makan (nasi)
kabare-apa khabar(how are u)
waras-sihat(fine)

long sentence:
nek arek okeh...mengko kito ngomong meneh.nek arek tak waie..ko orak ngeti..(tekala sendiri apa hehe..)

New Day as a Student!!!

Nothing much to say just busy as usual and buhsan!!going back to Kedah dis friday and excited to meet my family huhu..test, presentations and assignments always have to get ready..what to do??this is my life..3yrs to go just chaiyuk2!!hehe..~

Japanese Language..

Let's learn the basic things ok??
Ichi-one
Ni-two
San-three
Yon-four
Go-five
Roku-six
Nana-seven
Hachi-eight
Kiu-nine
Jiu-ten

now sentences..
Ohayo gozaimasu-good morning
Konniciwa-good afternoon/evening
Konbanwa-good night(usually use when you wanna go to sleep)
Arigato gozaimasu-thank you
Ogenki desuka-how are you?

A little bit difficult..
Otanjiobi wa omedeto gozaimasu-congratulations on ur birthday
Kiowa gohang o ikimasuka?-have u eat rice today?

Actually I've forgotten a lots of japanese words already..it's been many years I left and never practice that's why I miss my previous school damn much!!

Let's Learn New Words..!

How about we learn Bahasa Kedah??
Aci ligan-kejar-kejar/chase
Teriak -nangis/cry
Tak habaq-tidak beritahu/dont tell
Tak aci - x adil/not fair
Lok laq -it's like clumsy(i dont really know hehe)
Tak mau - taknak/dont want
Dak aih-takla/no
Mai la -datangla/come

That's it I only know a little bit hehe..tomorrow we learn japanese language ok??
Stay tune..

Hmm...

What will u do when u always argue with someone??ignore?left?do nothing or be more nice?Whatever our reaction somehow we have to think the consequences and how it will reflect u..Every people has his/her own strength and weakness therefore as long u think positive and don't take it for granted, u'll happy being with that people..To me, I always positive in my life(not deny that sometimes I also have negative thinking towards people) because I believe the more I know the better I feel..People like to think the more u know the more u will get hurt.That is the -ve thinking and u will never success in your life..Love yourself tenderly like what I do to myself..

Homosexual, Heterosexual, Bisexual, Gay, Lesbian???

Weekend arrives again..Not so bored though nothin' to do..Waiting for my friend to come..Well today I would like to talk bout love between same gender..Can u imagine having relationship with same sex?I can't imagine if thing like that happens to me..running out of time!!(to be continued..)

Money vs Love..

Hi readers..Can you tell me which one is very important in life??Just think rationally not by heart but in reality..Don't you think money is very important?I used to say that too before but when I knew one friend I have changed my mind and perception towards money in life..Yeah it's true money is important in certain things but most of it love is needed.My friend is from a wealthy family but he don't get enough love in his life.Friends only come when he has money and enjoy together but run away when he is in trouble.Since he is very naughty and always make trouble,his family also refused to help him anymore..Sometimes I wonder why people like to stay away from their parent don't you think our parents are the most understanding people in this world?How hard or difficult we are nobody can change their place to help us am I right?It's just we have to change first because if we can behave well,we wouldn't trouble people and suffer in life..I'm glad that I live in a moderate life with full of loves given by my parents, siblings, relatives and friends..Thanks for those who accept me how bad I am and how nice I can be..

I'll try My Best!

Day after day..Time past away and I just can't handle myself again..I need my parents around n my family by my side..Friends here are okay and they are very supportive! Today I'm very tired even though I just have 2 classes which only 1hour each..Tomorrow I only have 1hour class(Ethics) and I have to face my lecturer who is very strict but I believe everything in this world happens with a reason..
Attention:I'm a Muslim believer not a follower(which means I'm not only declair myself as a Muslim but also do what I have to do and avoid things that are forbidden)..

My hectic day..

Erm..today is quite a hectic time for me because I have a friend who has a problem with his family. He ran away from his house and stay with his friend. I advised him to go home but he refused to..He has no money left and decided to sell his car and his mobile phone. I'm so worried but what can I do?Well, I'm going to talk with him again and again..Let us see what happen next ok?
Next story..
I went to the hospital this morning for a minor operation but you know how I felt?It was totally disappointed me because I have to wait for another appointment which will be held on May,30. I've been waiting for today appointment for a month and now I have to wait again? Oh my God when things can be done quickly?

The Day I was Born..

I was born on Feb 11, 1987.. Silly things to tell just wanna people know my birthday so that I'll get the present on that day ha ha..~ Presently, I'm studying in UiTM Bandaraya Melaka. I'm taking TESL which stands for Teaching English as a Second Language for my self satisfaction perhaps.. Actually my dad was not very happy when I decided to involve in this course because he wanted me to be a doctor. Well what to do since I'm not good in science so I have to find a good thing to replace it. Then my dad told me that I have to be a lecturer not a teacher. By hook or by crook I have to study smart and work hard to fulfill his desire.(to be continued..)